Molly.Ann + My Angel Chibs Desperation <3
15 years, 10 months & 12 days ago
6th Jan 2009 12:17 I know you guys are probably looking at my profile and thinking
'Why the heck has she named her pet this badly named?!'
And the answer:
When i was 2 years old i was told i was going to be a big sister to a beautiful baby girl. I was extremely excited to have more than a doll to play with and dress up, and i was more than happy to help my parents in every stage of her life.
I don't remember much when i was that age, but i distinctly remember being at home, being looked after by my nan, while my mum was in hospital in London, with my dad going back and forth to visit her. The thought of soon being a sister made me so excited.
Then, on the 3rd June 1997, my sister Molly Ann was born. But, it was soon discovered she had hypo-plastic left heart disease, so she would have to have an operation to correct this, and widen her main artery and the hole in her heart.
Unfortnately, the operation was not a success and she died a day later, in the arms of my parents. I never had a chance to meet her, and i so wish i had got a chance to hold her in my arms, my first baby sister.
I remember calling up the top of the stairs to my parents saying 'Where's my new sister?!' only to be replied to with sobbing. My nan had to pull me away and explain to me what had happened, i didn't know what to do with myself.
I never got to go to her funeral, so all i have of her are photos, I wish i had memories, like my parents do. But without a doubt, she was the most perfect thing i have ever seen. A beautiful cherubic face and tiny hands, that i never got to hold. A beautiful little baby.
I now wear a locket with her picture in around my neck always, and have now created Molly.Ann to create my own little sister in the form of a beautiful angel chibs.
I hope one day i can achieve my dream, and would adore donations of any sort to help me re-create my darling sister, as my only memory <3
All i can say now is Rest In Peace my beautiful baby sister, i will love you forever <3
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I wanna thank DiianaDiiamond SO much for donating 1mil to my fund. It was totally AMAZING of her to do so, and i'm so so greatful <333 THANKYOU!
[e] I wanna thank each and every person who helped me with this, as Molly.Ann is now a pretty chibs! Not angel yet, but it wont be long!! This means a lot. thankyou <333