Why did I post this? Idk.

A second ago, a tear ran down my face.
Felt it travel to my chin before it disappeared without a trace.
It dries and I can still feel the lingering salt upon the trail.
My hands and legs shake as if I???m old and frail.
I wonder when the shaking will stop, when I???ll be back inside my head.
I pull up the covers taking refuge in my bed.
Lights blur behind my eyes, and my breaths are slow with controlled calm.
I hear the voices rise again and quickly wipe the sweat off my palms.
It feels like I am burning but it???s only melting my brain.
As I lie here all alone I wonder if I???ve finally gone insane.