Awesi: Formerly the Ludolian Goddess of Reality and Order, one of the all-powerful Main Five… But now she goes by the name Spade, the evil goddess who made sure everyone who knew of ‘before’ forgot her former self and all that she had done. Forsaken and shamed by the other four main gods and goddesses, as well as completely wiped from the minds of the Ludolian citizens she once protected. How did it all go down hill so badly? No one knows- And perhaps no one ever will. This reality-bender’s mysterious past is entirely unknown, even to other gods. All they know is that it must be a dark, dark place…


Spade… Just her name alone is enough to petrify even the bravest of creatures; most faint in terror or just simply avoid speaking of her at once at just the mere mention of such a name. She is an infamous morbid, heartless (and completely insane, though never say that to her face) torturer who relishes in meticulously and elaborately torturing any and every creature she meets. She particularly enjoys breaking the strong-willed ones, the ones more difficult to break, and even more so corrupting and traumatising small children (Including her own, where she to have any… again). Though she’ll take anyone to endlessly torment, again and again, as well as their family too. Diving into their weaknesses and using them against them, amplified worse a thousand times over. Forcing them to live in their worst nightmares, letting them believe they’ll wake up, but then destroy any hope of relief at the last second. Pushing the limits of their worst fears. Inflicting horrible injuries and grisly punishments. Toying with their minds and decimating and twisting their own perspectives on reality- Until they are driven mad from not knowing what is real or not real anymore. There is no limit to what Spade will do to keep her reign firm.


A holder of fire, lightning, shadow, earth, space, and air magics, Spade is quite a powerful being and incredibly difficult opponent to face. It also doesn’t help that she’s an immortal deity easily capable of bending, twisting, altering, and even downright changing reality as much as she pleases, can shapeshift into anything imaginable (and even things that aren’t), and can search and alter the minds of all she meets with her advanced telepathy. No, she is not a creature you want to meet, in any circumstances. Don’t be fooled by her playful, often crazy, and non-serious mannerisms… She is far smarter and more cunning than she may sometimes seem. There are also no bounds to her heartlessness- who knows how far it is she’s willing to go to cause another creature such horrendous, unimaginable pain…


“Just watch reality crumble as you bleed, just watch everything you believe vanish as what you see is not at all what it may seem, just watch everything you thought you ever knew fall apart…”


“My heart is nonexistent, my soul is as black as never imagined… You think I give one chip about your feelings?! Ha, you stupid posie! Ha ha ha!”